i don't want to be either

hello, 2009.

nice to meet you.

i don't normally resolve to do anything at the beginning of you years since, well, you all end and i keep going.

but this year i do have plans. big plans. and as much as i've told myself and other people that i'm going to shut-up, yet again, the gates to my fortress of solitude, i don't think so. no, i don't want to go back and forth again like my heart is a pendulous thing that can withstand such nonsense any longer.

no, this year i'll remain open but with a few reservations.

and in as much as you've begun farily poorly, 2009, i want you to know that i cannot be undone. i will not be.

i'm building anew this time around, not holding onto the grudges or the fantasies that almost prevented me from getting to you in one piece.

cheers!

peace,